Went over to Mon!Brendom's today and it was lovely. Did some faceups and lolled, and prayed the heater would start working. I had a lovely time, I seriously love you guys ;~;

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No cut.



And you know, because I can't ignore it. MORE TATE PHOTOS.

This is Tahune (named after the beautiful Tahune Airwalk in Tasmania <3 ) commonly known as Tate.

( A bit of story brief )

Originally, Tate's character was a man, and was going to be a Dollshe Hound. He then moved onto a Dollmore Kyle Reese... which somehow became an Elfdoll Soah... and that turned out well until I realised Soah's just smile :/

And now she's a Supia Rosy. Lovely <3


I really love this girl, she's one of those dolls I have always wanted and I'm so happy she's turned out even better than I imagined.




( Yeah, they're all the same  )


Ash took the Nikon and left me with my Canon, which is long in need of a service and doesn't like to do the focus thing. So I blame that for the repetivie images. I'll do another shoot with the Nikon tomorrow, because I GOT A NEW DOLL and that's what I do when I get a new doll.


And aw.



I keep breaking them up and making them hate each other, but we all know I can't stop imaginary people from finding their way back to each other somehow. Awww, TAYDEN. TOGETHER AGAIN <3


LOOK AT HAYDEN'S RYU SMILE. HE'S HAPPY TO SEE HER ;0;

Copy paste. It was pretty hot today, and now it's raining. It's really soothing and sounds so pretty.

These were taken in my bath. Submerging dolls is awesome.



( Serious, and also lol )


I'm really loving Grell. I'm glad I didn't sell him. He is, however, apart on my floor. I need to restring him but I am weak ._.;;

This was a big ramble in my head, but I'm posting pics and I can only do so much at the moment.

- Mon came over. Made me very happy and such. Sankyuu Mon, and I'm sorry my bird was picking on you/at you/biting you :<
- Tired, can't sleep.
- Took photos but camera battery ran out. Having a doll couch means I only look adventurous and varied with my doll suits. Really, it means I'm lying on the floor 8D
- Bought a Lee Jun Ki head. Bought his eyes yesterday, and I'll nab his wig on Monday, plus some eyelashes. I'm obsessing over the eyelashes, he needs pretty eyelashes or I might just die. I've also decided on light blonde for his hair, not white or milk. Blonde itself is pretty damn pale, so light blonde must be really light, which is good. I want to do this albinism thing right.

And I've written quite a bit on Andrew and Merdoch, did anyone want me to post it here? Sadly there's no sex, but it's certainly homoerotic... which is always nice.

Anyway, pics of Hayden on the couch. I went nuts with changing his expression, but eh. I'm beyond caring what people think these days. Shit, I like to have fun with my dolls. D:



( A day with Hayes on the couch )


And that's the story of Hayden on the couch, and Aeryn raping his face in photoshop.

Awww, and I bet he snores too.

Copy and paste. I'm starting to feel dead. I shouldn't have checked the mail, that really took it out of me. Really, I shouldn't have taken these pics, but try to tell me that :/

Atsu got a touch up last night. I darkened everything and changed his wig, put some blue eyes in. I'm liking him a lot more, which is nice... because I liked him a lot to begin with XD



( More Atsu under the cut~ )

Peace, love, and Ben Folds, says Atsu.

Thanks for looking! <3

I really wanted to take Hayden pics yesterday (better ones than the shitty ones from before) but I felt too dead. I still feel dead, but I'm shit and rolled through it. I probably should have, I'm fucking exhausted now. Going up and down those stairs with Hayden and my camera (as light as Hayden is with the Souldoll body - gawd, it's so light!) just wiped me out.

I really like how this shoot came out, especially considering how quick and simple it was. Which is a good thing, I'm tired and grumpy and sick and everything is just shit at the moment. AND MY ISO WAS ON 1600 x.x I was wondering why everything was over exposed when I was at 1/4000. Fail, Aeryn. But anyway, it didn't turn out as bad as I thought when I discovered that. Noisy, but not BANGNOISE.

Words can not express how much I love him on this body. He's never been more perfect.



( I really like this shoot ;~; )

Thank you for looking! ^^

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I don't like LJ's new cut thingie in rich text, I can't tell where my cut ends. And nu, I won't use html, it hurts my brain at the moment.

Everything hurts my brain at the moment. I'm finding it really hard to construct sentences, and to ask questions.

And also, I've found a girl doll that I want. Souldoll Star *-*
Linking to the outfit because I'm not as fond as the default pics as I am of those ones. And it's also kind of mostly my name <3 First an Eiji outfit, and then an Eryn? I think something is up! D: LIKE. COINCIDENCE! Gasp. I really love both outfits, which is good, or I might have to beat some kids up. So pretty <3 Kind of want to buy the outfit for Shen-Eiji >.>

So dead. Gonna lie down and put a movie on. Gotta rest up for tomorrow. I'm hoping my cyclods gets here tomorrow, so I can entertain myself on the train. My headphones for my phone have broken, and nokia is a rape for new ones.

Hayden got his body and jeans AND FUCKING SHOES today.



The jeans are awesome. I've been looking for a pair of baggy, sitting on the hips kind of thing since I got Hayden. I found them on souldoll but I couldn't justify the shipping for them ;0; AND THIS IS WHY I BUY A BODY FROM SOULDOLL. FOR JEANS AND SHOES.

Photos are shitty, I feel dead and so I can be bothered editing.

( Shit pics and rambling )




And now I'm going to go and eat something. Everything hurts.

As you know (or should know, or this will come as a surprise) Eiji is a girl doll. SURPRISE. He came with this wig, which I love... but you know. I don't have giiiirrrrllll dolls! D: I think he looks pretty 8D

Lol. And this is what Eiji looks like as a girl. You know. FYI. He's like some evil queen out of a disney movie. The hair took a good chunk of half an hour (which is forever for a girl who's all about fur wigs - god, I love fur wigs ;^; ) and so I thought I'd take some shots. Usually I'd get one or two good shots out of a point and a pray session such as this, but I have my new lens. Which makes for super easy <3 Good ol' auto focus.



( Mirror, mirror? )

Thanks for looking!

And now.... back to lying around. I can't just sit around and do nothing. But I can't do anything. Ideally I would sit on the computer all day, but it makes my headache worse. SURPRISE.

And I figured out what I'm going to wear to Mon's wedding, and it's SNAP! black and plain, and 200% normal. It's hard to go wrong with the black dress. Black is okay for a wedding, right? IT'S NOT THE FUNERAL KIND OF BLACK. MON. I'm going to crash your traditional white wedding with my funeral dress.

I do kind of want to wear my docs with it, but I think that'd ruin my superhotness. From the knees down, anyway. Maybe just while I'm taking pics. Which i'm nervous about, because I'm half-dead. Should be right if I drug myself. UUUUGGGHHH.

And really, I think it's a bit too low cut for a funeral. Note to friends; if I die, you must all wear low cut tops to my funeral, and lean over my coffin seductively while placing roses (or timtams, I'm not fussed) on the lid (is that what it's called? A coffin lid? )

So here's to me getting off the computer! CHEERS.

Spent the weekend at Ash's grandparent's place, keeping an eye on her uncle (who is blind and a tad bit/very spoilt and therefore demanding), while they're away in some exotic land on a cruise.

Spent the weekend at Ash's grandparent's place surviving on very little sleep as we spent the first night watching Ghost and Mission Immposible, and eating things.

Spent the weekend at Ash's grandparent's watching the Avatar book 3 marathon. Probably wasn't such a good idea considering neither of us has seen either of the previous seasons >.> I have to say, though - my god I underestimated that series. After it finished, we watched southpark... and I didn't giggle and lol nearly as much. That series has my humour down perfectly <3 So awesome. We haven't seen the last ep yet, so we're getting the rest of it before we do. I really enjoy it, it's everything I like in a show <3 Except mansex, but even then I think it's somewhat understandable considering it's a kids... show >.> MANSEX FOR ALL AGES. Really.


Anyway, did a quicksuperquick Eiji snap in the sun room thing, which was nice. Black and white tiled floor makes for nice.

I KEEP SAYING I'M OBSESSED WITH THIS DOLL. But I don't think you get it, so I'm going to just keep posting pictures. That's exactly whyy~

( Eiji/character rant )
ANYWAY!

You even get some word!shit to go with the pictures.

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Adair would write letters for a whole day, sometimes.

He'd sit at his desk and clear his throat every twenty minutes, occassionally looking at his clock. If I made a noise, sometimes he would change which leg was crossed over which. He said that letters were very personal to him, and he'd handwrite them all - he said it connected him to to the reader, in a way that he could never connect with the person at face value.

If I started to get on his nerves while I sat and watched, he'd clear his throat more often than his standard twenty minutes, and instead of checking the clock on the wall, he'd stare at his watch. Drumming his fingers on his desk, his pen smoothing ink beneath a boring letterhead in a messy array of personal bits and pieces.

When he left, I don't think it was odd that I expected to find a letter there, waiting for me.

By all means he probably thought a letter was far too romantic, which is why the desk was empty when I checked.

I imagine Eiji going back to Adair's mansion regularly, for the first few years. Just to see if things have changed, if there are any signs that he's come back - even for just a short stay. Eiji's still on his own and he's given up - Needless to say, Adair is still to return, and Eiji has stopped making a habit of caring.

And after all of that, I hate his eyes when they're looking forward. I mean, they're nice, but I dunno. Makes him look sad and absent. He supposed to look dead, but not absent. *turns them side-glancing again <3 *

I'll buy you some more pants soon, Eiji, I promise. And some shoes that fit you. His short legs make it hard for him to wear boots, they come up higher and the way his legs turn in makes him annoying to stand. I'd kill for a pair of baggy jeans for him. I think I'll ask dollmore again. I'm so fussy with shoes.

And now I'm going to bed. I'm so tired and annyoed, the sound of my own typing is annoying me. UUUGHHH THE CLICKCLACK OF MY KEYS IS DRIVING ME MAD. STOP TYPING, AERYN. Just stop! ;0;

Seriously, it's like a disease. I think I don't comment on my flist because I just ranmble and fuck on about all of this random crap. I started this an hour again with complete intent to just stick with the photos. AND I JUST KEEP GOING.

And I'm still going, despite my typing annoying MYSELF. And. Okay. I'm done.

OR AM I?

NO BUT LIKE. AM I REALLY?

My bird is being rather complain-y and loud, and bitching because I won't pat him. He's such a pat whore.

I know I've said this a lot, but this time it's different. This doll is just... ugh. He's been here, what? Just over a week? And I like him more than Hayden. Yeah, I went there, playing favourites. It's saying a lot though. I really, really adore this doll.

Which is also why you're getting copious amounts of Eiji photos. Feeling dissatisfied with the other dolls at the moment, mostly. They all need something that I'm waiting on or can't afford. And here's little Eiji, perfect as he is. He doesn't need much. I kind of wanted to get a behind the scenes feeling with these, like he's doing a photoshoot... but he's waiting around or something. I dunno XD I also wired his arms a bit more. I only had one bit in there before, and now he has two. Much better. I really need to restring him a bit tighter >.>

I wanted to do this earlier today, but it'd been super dark-cloudy all day, and then we went and did shopping and went out for Ash's birthday dinner.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH! ;3;

Putting it in my journal seems somewhat pointless considering you're usually sitting beside me watching me type XD

Eiji was barely sixteen when he was turned into a vampire. The kid was raised to be a vampire, and he hasn't known anything else. At first, he felt sorry for himself, never being able to grow up and be an impressionable man. He had to work so hard for respect - no-one respects a kid.

After a while, however, he learned to use his youthful appearance so that it helped him, rather than hindered >D

The premise for this shoot was the whole idea behind the 'boyfriend' shirt. Waking up and donning some random shirt the bloke has. Why you don't have your own clothes there is beyond me, but hey. Not arguing, makes for cute. I also wanted it to be less... refined? I dunno. I was contemplating using Ash's point and shoot, but the confounded gadget confused my brainorgan. WHERE IS THE VEIWFINDER. That's my question. All in all, not such a great shoot. I don't like unnatural light, and wobbling around with manual focus lens is not ideal.

He looks so much younger and girly with his fiber wig. I like it for the purpose X3



( Quite a few more >.> Nudity in one 8D )
Thanks for looking! <33

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I don't know if it's because I've got him right, or if I just really, really like him... but gah. Eiji <3 I think it might have something to do with the size, too, it's so nice and perfect. He's just awesome, I am so, so, SO happy with him.

And ugh, he has such nice feet.

And holycrapman, windy ._.;;