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May 12th,
2008 10:18 am
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1. UGH I DUN WANNA WORK WITH ROBERTO. Fuckhead.
2. All of my Matthew Good songs in itunes have been changed to MatthewSEX.
3. moredollllzzzzzz >D
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| FOR SALE. |
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May 11th,
2008 5:31 pm
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YOU THERE.
I have, for sale, a perfectly wonderful red leather jacket from Sunnys.
It no longer suits Logan's character (at all, crazy mofo) and I have no-one else who would wear it.
Lol, Logan.
$36 usd including shipping. Email me at hiritaiATgmail.com if you're interested.
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| sheep in wolfs clothing? XD |
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May 11th,
2008 2:27 pm
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COPY AND PAAASTE.
Annnnyhew, Logan is a werewolf who can't change.
Logan: Yet! Can't change YET.
And so he longs for... fur? I dunno. Something like that. I'm sure he wears a lot of fur just to make himself feel better.
~  ~ Kay, I'm done now. |
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May 10th,
2008 11:11 pm
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I spent this evening painting Logan's nails and darkening his faceup a bit. I was going to just do it again, but I dunno. I ended up just neatening his lower lashes and darkening his brows. And adding a bit of definition to his eyelids, makes him look less -_- I think. I just wanted him to look like he has that black outer rim that most dogs have. His modeled his nails off dog claws, kind of. Just... wolfy without looking wolfy. If that makes sense.
Smaller pics than usual, trying to save bandwidth x.X Something else I need to save for.
I should have something to eat. I haven't eaten, and I should, but I don't want something because I'm hungry. I just want a taste in my mouth? Tomato soup sounds pretty good.
Yeah, I dunno. I have some more pics, I might put them up later tomorrow. Stupid camera
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May 10th,
2008 4:39 pm
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At first I thought it was my lens, but apparently it's the entire fucking camera. The focus is way off, and it will not focus where I tell it to.
Granted, doing such small work you're bound to get this occasionally... but I just did a shoot of about 317 pics, and two were in focus. I never remember it being this bad. I always focus on their eyes, and it just won't focus on anything but their chest, or behind them. Does this happen a lot when you do macro stuff without a macro lens? I have a macro function lens, but that's not its sole purpose. I dunno. I'm so sick of it.
It's going to cost a fucking fortune if I take it to the shop and have it sent away through them, I can just tell. It'll be away for weeks. I know it will, because I was the sales assistant who had to deal with grumpy customers complaining that their camera had been away for 8 weeks.
It's my own fault, I'm not gentle with it. But still. This is my outlet. I'm going to wither away and die.
WAY TO BE SO NEGATIVE.
I've emailed a repair store for a estimate, hopefully they can do it and it won't take a long time. I paid $1200 for the camera, which leaves me a large margin as to how much I'll pay to get it fixed. I just hope it won't cost a million ;~;
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| HAYDEN and string. |
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May 9th,
2008 8:54 pm
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I like two of these pics. I had no tripod and I was holding the string up... while... taking the photos. Hence these aren't beautifully composed. And I'm still getting used to taking pics of these eyes.
Anyway, Hayden wearing Mouse's eyes. I think he'll keep them. I feel like these ones give him an older look, and it feels like I'm looking into the eyes of someone epic, not someone with bright green eyes. I know it's always been a Hayden thing to have bright green eyes, but in my head, he just has freaky eyes. Not green at all. Just freaky intense. I dunno. He's so close to the guy in my head it's not even funny.
And yes. That was my afternoon. I'm out at Woden every day next week, cept tues. 12-3 each day. That's not bad. I'd die if it were any more. FUCKING ROBERTO. Fire the fuck already.
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| Plans. |
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May 8th,
2008 8:11 pm
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So I'm going to SMASH! in sydeny, in August, it seems.
I was wondering if anyone else in Melbourne is going, or wants to come with me? X3
I don't want to go to Sydney by myself is all. I'll have to make it a two day trip, I don't want to be rushing around trying to catch flights after exhausting myself with the con. You can ignore me once we're at the con, but just as long as I have someone to get lost with/stay with, ya know?
It's a few months away, but yeah. I'm doing the planning now as to avoid the rush I usually get into.
Anyone? ;3;
I's dun bite.
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May 8th,
2008 8:15 am
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UGGGHHHH I DUN WANNA GO TO WOOOORRRRRRKKKKKKKK.
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May 7th,
2008 5:37 pm
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Got home from work today and spent a good hour or two just playing with Logan and Hayes. I'm getting really annoyed with Haydens eyes atm, I can get them right, even from front on. It's fucking pissing me off, he looks so wall eyed and dead. New eyes for that boy, I think. Means I'll have to wait til the mystics preorder, and then wait another freaking two-three months before I get anything.
Does anyone else know a company that makes nice bright apple green eyes? Is mystics the only one? I don't want glass eyes, they're all the same concerning apple green eyes. I want more texture, more depth.
Anyway. I bear fruit from my playing with dolls.
8D
Work was good. No different to before. I don't have to work Friday night or on the weekend, so it's all good.
Also, I've decided I'm getting a Miho from this next migidoll order. The 2ndhand market prices for them just turns me off, and I can't stand how random she is. May as well get it from the goose when she lays it. I have til the end of june, I'll have enough, even if I am saving.
Which means I'll need another pair of fucking bright green eyes.
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| i DO post a lot. |
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May 6th,
2008 12:59 pm
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Took these when I got back from Melbourne, but I never put them up.
The eyes are growing on me, but I will end up getting him some brown ones, I think. Hopefully his new wig won't be much longer. I want to send him off to someone for a new faceup, but that can wait.
I've had to put on headphones and turn my MattheGOODFUCKINGGOOD music up as loud as it can go to drown out the screaming. Fucking birds! I think I'll get them out.
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| Some Hayden for some. |
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May 4th,
2008 6:19 pm
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Indestructible - Matthew Good Band |
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I dunno. The clouds just kept rolling over the sun, and then I decided he looked wall-eyed and my iso was at 400 and blurghhhh. I'm not happy with this shoot at all.
Be he does look awfully...on top of the world.
Died in an amusement park accident
I came back for you
So you wouldn't be alone
And if I go away again
You can have my stereo
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Man, I'm in a weird mood. Not good, but not bad. I feel... almost like I'm dreading something? Maybe it's going back to work, I don't know.
Going to see Iron Man tonight ^^ I had to whine at Simon, but I'm sure he'll like it in some way.
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| MEME |
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May 4th,
2008 2:05 pm
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OKAY. Stolen from everyone else.
Just reply with a comment and answer these questions there~ I'll calculate how much you got~~~~
91 (97 cause I've added extra points) points for all correct answers. Collect them ALL!
Comments are screened
(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name:
(4 Points) Am I in love...if so with who:
(1 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name (Lol, good luck with this one)
(3 Point) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke :
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(3 points) Do you think I'm a virgin:
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Point) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) What's my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) What's my phone number:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/liking right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been dating/liking them:
(5 points) How tall am I:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points, partial points for creativity!) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring:
LOL.
Kate; 79!
Mon; 90. GAWD. GET OFF MY BACK.
Brenndom; I don't know, I was laughing too much.
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| Gonna fuck you up. |
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May 3rd,
2008 8:29 pm
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It's really hard to get this look with Hayden's eyes. I haven't figured out why, yet, but I know how to get it now. He stilled looked very smiley and lol, so I fixed it. Smirk, prz. Photoshop, also. Lowered one of his brows too.
Hayden is very submissive, mostly. But when he wants something, you'd better fucking hope you have whatever it is.
 He's so laughable to me, I can only see the goof with the vintage chucks and purple bowtie. But this is that age-old god in him, I think. |
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May 2nd,
2008 2:09 pm
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I totally just caved and bought this for Jim. I wasn't sure if I wanted light blonde or a dark, golden blonde. This kid is just working for me, I don't even have to try. Something is bound to go wrong x.X
And fucking Big Brother. Just die, already. This year just seems like a ploy to stir shit up.
I hate ads. They make me feel like tea, or insurance, or... diamond rings.
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| Eiji and a OMGrant. |
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May 2nd,
2008 11:33 am
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Okay, so back in October, I ordered Eiji's wig.
And... it got to Mon today... and Eiji is at Mon... so have a pic! Seven months. I think that's the longest I've waited for a doll thing, lol. Man, everything about Eiji takes so long.
Eiji: The price you pay to look so good >3
Hotlinking your image, Mon! >D
More here >.>
Waaaah, the little snarky-poo! <3 SANKYUU MON! For wig, and eyes, and everything. You are so good to me, and I just can't put it into words ;________;
*clings*
AND I ordered Jim! Just need to pay for him, lol.
Free faceup and I get both ears. Fucking win. I have no idea what I'll do with both ears, I much prefer the non-pointy style elf ears. The new body is pretty awesome too, I love the definition. Still boyish, but less... doll? I dunno. Think I'll sand those nipples down though XD
AND THE HANDS. My god. The hands are so much better! ;0;
I'm still really excited that Hector does the faceup for him. She's my favourite faceup artist, and I'm stoked to be able to have two boys done by her! Even... if... she's the... faceup artist for the default B&G. BUT STILL. HECTOOOORRRR. *humps*
I hope he works out okay when i finally get him
And man. Maaya Sakamoto will always remain my favourite female singer. I say otherwise, and then I listen to her stuff. It always takes me back to a day when Simon and I were both so tired and sleeping on a mattress on the floor... and my Maaya playlist was on repeat. So relaxing.
I'm all dressed up in my musical skirt today. No where to go, but I feel so much nicer and happier when I dress up just to lounge around at home.
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May 1st,
2008 7:14 pm
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Simon playing is consoooooole |
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First things first - Simon's dad randomly bought him a PS3 today. The happy little puppy is tapping away at GTA4. He's never had a console before, what a way to start! XD
Got Hayden's body back today! The postman came at like... 3. Which is very much later than usual, but it's okay, he's fucking hot.
Anyway. Hayden, chains, you know the deal.
Sapphira goes on sale tonight/tomorrow. Hopefully they aren't limited. She hasn't said anything about it, so here's hoping. I also hope these new hands are nicer. I really want to order Jim in NS, but I won't if his hands are ick. The NS is harder to match, and I want to be able to get different hands if they're still kind girly. Granted, Jim is the girliest chracter I have... but he isn't a girl :\
It's really awesome that I've always had this idea for a dancer character, a temple dancer with elf ears and a slim body, who is kinda evil and sadistic... and originally, that was my plan for Ketha. But he turned into a metal head, go figure.
The awesome part being that I had this plan for the temple shadow dancer boy, and was planning Jim around it... was getting ready to order a B&G Sky... and then they come out with a smirky elf boy, with the exact ears I adore on my elves. Man, I roll around in doll fate, but that is so awesome. Timing, ftw.
And my plan, money wise, is to put $100 away each week, and leave the rest for things like doctors and shitty things that come up when I least expect it. If I get more than $200, I will put $150 away. I think that'll work. As far as doll things go - I'm gonna put some aside for those two dollzone outfits. They're so perfect for Jim, I can't even fathom it.
So $100 a week should leave me with about $1000 for Melbourne. That's the least amount I want in there by July. That makes it a hell of a lot easier. I'm not easily motivated and I make excuses, but moving to Melbourne is my goal, and I want it more than anything.
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| You there, postboy. |
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May 1st,
2008 12:51 pm
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Follow the Nightingale - KOKIA |
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Hoping the postman delivers my package today.
*shakes fist*
Anyway, I got my old job back, which means I'll be able to save for Melbourne a hell of a lot easier. The more I save, the easier it'll be to get all my stuff down there or whatever.
I did a shoot with Mouse today, I might upload that later. I'm not liking his eyes so much, they make him look kind of evil. I dunno, maybe they'll grow on me. If not, I'll get him some new ones.
Also. Man. MAN. I want me some dollzone outfits for Jim. There's a black girls one that is fucking perfect for his dancer outfit. Or... the lower half, anyway. And the Floy outfit! *-* I have to get him his wig first. Or... him... first. Just waiting for them to come on sale, and for funds. Waitingwaiting!
We wants it! o-o
AND UGH. MSN. Bitch, prz.
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| I think I have an obsession. |
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April 30th,
2008 11:18 am
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Gerudo Valley (Orchestrated) - TLOZ;Ocarina of Time |
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So I've been listening to anything Yoko Kanno for a good 24 hours now. Sat down and set up a shoot thing with a background and everything! AHMAHGAD. Anyway, this obsession.
It's called a breakaway. FOR. FUCKS. SAKE. He may be my only big boy home, but man. MANOMAN. There is something about them that demands things, whether it's clothes or attention of photoshoots or whatever. Just fucking demands.
Anyway, it's not often I like a whole shoot, but I'm liking this one.
~ 
Thanks for looking! <3
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OH DEAR. I have found my Zelda music! D:
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| SMUTSMUTSMUTSMUT. |
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April 30th,
2008 1:10 am
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Woooooooow. 2527 words. This is the first chapter of my Patt/Jim fic.
Jim is my incoming B&G Sapphira, and Patt will be an Esthy Peroth one day. Patt is Logan's older brother. Pattka is pronounced Pat-cha, also ^^;;; Patt is a hunter, and kills any shadow dancers who come through the Umbra without permission.
And Cass, if I ever get him, will be a DZ tan Yuu.
Anyway, I tried to make this somewhat easy to understand, but I dunno if it'll work out how I planned. I've also never written smut from a first person perpective... so... that was new. I'm not a guy, so I can only imagine XD Grammar and punctuation is also shit. IS LATE.
Let me know how I did, I want to keep writing this. I appreciate feedback ^^;;
WARNING FOR SEX between two males. Sexymansex, etc. If you don't like it, don't read.
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The kid never smiles when you expect him to, and he’s always so damn altruistic.
He’d be dying on the floor, still asking if my tea is strong enough. He’s like a slave to those around him. If it pleases you, if it does you well. That’s what he’d say. Perhaps it’s out of habit from his earlier days.
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WOO. Okay. It's 1:30, and I'm tired.
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| GREETINGS |
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April 29th,
2008 9:18 pm
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Happy Birthday Becksley!
WANKWANKWANKWANKHAVEAWONDERFULDAYWANKWANKWANK
<3
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| Aw shit, it's Logan. |
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April 29th,
2008 6:10 pm
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So went into the city this afternoon and bought some things from Lincraft/crap. Some black velour was on my list, but I wasn't sure if it'd work the same as velvet. Seems it does. Score!
These were quick, taken in between washing up and... washing up. So much washing up! Anyway, they're not fabulous, my ISO ended up being 800 when it should have been 200 x.X
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Uuuugh, I have a huge headache. The birds are chewing me. Everything is URG HEADACHE. Hopefully Hayden's body will get here on thursday, so I can resume the usual Hayden spam. Yeah, it's coming and you know it.
KAY. Gonna go and finish this writing, or maybe work on Jim's dancer outfit. Possibly both.
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| YOU THERE. |
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April 28th,
2008 11:25 pm
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One year ago, every doll thing I owned could be contained in these three shelves:
And fuck me dead, there's an El on that shelf! Where the fuck did that come from? D:
Hayden: You're shit.
Yeah, well you were an El!
Hayden: .... UGH EVERYONE HATES ME IT'S ALL MY FAULT.
I miss him. MON. BODY PRZ. *whipcrackkinkysexytiems*
ALSO. Mon, before I forget and because you're not online - can you prz swap the curtain hook in Puffin's head with the s-hook in Vins? *-*
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| I BEREEVE YOU HAS MY TIMING |
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April 28th,
2008 9:31 am
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Was gonna order my B&G Sky when I got paid for Puff... but. AH.
My timing, B&G, I bereeve you has it.
Man, it didn't help that they showed him with blonde hair and blue eyes. And that 'just about to smirk' look that he has. My gawd. Mine. ALL MINE.
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| Shoot! |
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April 27th,
2008 11:52 am
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OH HAI.
Yes/No for Mouse's eyes? The product pic looked like a coffee brown, but I'm not sure if I want him to have brown eyes after seeing these. They're the same as Vin's old eyes, which makes me abit iffy... but that Vin isn't the Vin I have now, so I dunno.
And is anyone interested in a Patt/Jim fic? Nothing too explicit, but it does have a shotacon theme >.>
UGH TARD. SHUT THE FUCK UP, BIRD.
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| Doll changing and lists and things. |
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April 27th,
2008 9:18 am
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So Puffin has pretty much been sold, and I've made up my mind on what I'm doing in his wake. Surprisingly stick to my list, which is always a plus. It'll be either getting Ketha and Jim (they'll share a body for a good while) or saving up to get Tate. I really want Ketha though, because his brother is with mon... and I want a drugged up, wannabe rockstaaaaaarrrrr *whines*
And Jim is part of Logan and Patts story. Patt will come after I get a body for Ketha. That's about when I'll either get my school c or Tate. I'm still not sure on a kyle reese, I don't think I want him taller than Hayden, or even as tall as Hayden. I'm thinking maybe a dreaming/sleeping souldoll Ize. He looks asian, and kinda drugfucked. It could work. We'll see, that's a fair while away.
I was going to buy another msd, a mnf seorin... but I know I'll sell it because it's too small. I love minis when they're not mine, end of story. Puffin was lucky to last as long as he did x.X
I think he's far too small for a Jim anyway, even if Jim is only 14... the proportions are... not right :\ And I need them to be! D:
And I'm pretty set on him as a B&G Sky. He's preeeeeeddy young looking, and he has this nice bigs eyes that are good for Jim. Looks kinda cute-evil, and that's Jim.
I HAVE PERVERTED IDEEEAAAAAAS~
ALSO!
I'm taking 3 commission slots for may. Here's my faceup post for reference. I'm always interested in trades - at the moment I'm looking for boyish blonde wigs and 20mm glass eyes ^^
And just warning you now... I have another post coming >.>
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| Doll pondering |
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April 25th,
2008 6:15 pm
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I hate limiteds.
(My dolls have always been kind of like a circulation of money. I sell one to buy one. I keep it like that because 1. I have no job and 2. It stops me from both getting too many dolls and spending so much money on dolls. These days, anyway.
So my point comes down to this.
Does anyone have a doll they own for the sake of sentimental reasons? Like, say it was a gift from a partner. You can't bring yourself to sell it because of that? You do nothing for it, spend no time with it, forget about it... and really... don't even like it. And even their story doesn't involve them being in a doll form. At least, not in the one they're in now.
How have you overcome this? Have you? ._.
Y'all should know I don't like Puffin. I keep him because he was a partial gift from Simon. That means a lot to me. But the dolls wastes away, because I'm just so meh. And don't say just pay more attention to him. I don't want to, I don't enjoy the doll. In my story, Puffin isn't even here anymore, and won't be for a good long while. I JUST DON'T KNOW, if you get my idea.
Sentimental. Yes.)
I think I'm selling him. I'm leaning towards it more than I am away from it.
An ho. IS anyone in Melbourne planning to move in june/july/august and is looking for someone? Or does anyone have room? Or something like that. I'm planning to move mid July, but I can't live by myself/afford to.
Yeaaaaaah.
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| Logan! |
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April 25th,
2008 11:17 am
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I am very much not liking this shoot. I like some, I mean. But yeah, not as a whole.
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And now I'm going to go and eat something. ANYTHING. Like bread.
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April 25th,
2008 11:09 am
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MY SEWING MACHINE. IS DEAD. It started by eating any fabric I put in there, and now the feed dawg has had it.
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April 24th,
2008 4:19 pm
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Well, I got Mouse's eyes yesterday... and they are about five shades lighter than the pic, which puts them at a champaign colour instead of a coffee brown. They do look nice in him, though. They'll do until I can get him a pair of nice brown ones
And a pic from a shoot I'll put up later. I edited this one like mad, but I left the others... fucking motivated. Yeah. His face is a bit too overexposed for my taste. But I dunno. I still kinda like it XD
After figuring out his style a bit more, I figure he's only young. Originally I had Logan at about 800 years old. But he's a plain and simple 17 now. He doesn't look... old? Like, physically... but there's also something else. Something... crazydolllady-ish about him. I look at him, and I only see some foul mouthed, motor mad teenager with a whole lot behind him. There is no way that doll portrays 800 years of experience.
Beck! I's having curry toniiiight, yessir.
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